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[Feb. 12th, 2006|06:01 am] |
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I know I haven't posted in awhile. I'm as good as fired. <.< Maybe. I'll do a happy dance and I know you'll keep me than. ^.^
Wednesday, Febuary 8, 2006 -
Well Rob showed up as I thought he would. He was a little upset that it wasn't as much of a suprise to me as he wanted. We hung out at my house for a long time. For some reason that day seemed to be more like two and its hard telling myself it was only one. Of course the first thing I did was show him around my house. He seemed a little unsure of what to do with me at times. I knew all he wanted to do was embrace me but he couldn't do it. I couldn't help myself as I leaned in and kissed him. It seemed so natural. We went up into my room and sat down on my bed. He proceeded to look through some old pictures as I tried to kill him for laughing so much. Kept saying I was a "cute" baby... -_- death you can have this. It got a little warm in the room when I decided to play with his neck though. He started to shake all over.. and than Mom came back home. Damn it. Rob and I went to school and got to see our old teachers. Unfortunitly for us our teachers had a workshop that day so we were told it was best to visit some other day. I felt bad that Rob took me all the way to school only to be turned away at the door. After that we went to go see Kevin at the Library. He was doing homework for college when we got there. Ran into Dolan too. I didn't talk much with Dolan though. It's not that I never liked him it's just no one ever really talked to me in school so I figured why would he when we were out of school. That's the whole thing about High School. I never really talked to anyone. I had a few selected friends and that was it. No one talked to me and I never went after them. But I was glad to see another friend of Rob's. It's Rob's goal to see as many of his friends as he can while he's here. Tom came by too. We left around 1400 cause everyone was getting hungry. Rob treated Kevin and I to the buffet at the Lokai. Unfortunitly I couldn't really touch the food. I felt wierd there. I knew I was sick because I hadn't eaten all day but I couldn't touch my food.
I wasn't suppose to be there. Rob wasn't suppose to even talk to me because of his sister, Megean. She's not his real sister but they decided to become brother and sister because their such good friends. She hates me with a passion. I never had anything against her either. The only time I remember her was I saw her at school talking to Rob sophmore year. I was jealous cause I thought they were dating. Than while Rob and I were together one night she called up stoned asking for a ride. Rob wanted me to meet her so of course we went to go get her. We ended up driving her down the street though where she just got out claiming she knew of another party to go to. I wasn't too thrilled with Rob being used like that but it was his sister. (Rob doesn't remember this anyways so I try not to think about it too much) Rob had decided to lie to her about seeing me this week. For instince today he was actually hanging out with Kevin. Later on tonight he slept over Jeremy's. It made me ill that he was ashamed to say he was with me. I asked him why and he said he was scared to lose his sister and all his friends. I felt awful. What was the point of feeling this passion for him if I had to be the mistress hiding away all the time. I'll tell you right now that all week Megean had been calling and leaving text messages REPEATEDLY talking to Rob. If she heard any voice in the background you could hear her voice rise as she asked who was with him and where he was. It aggrivated me to see Rob, the bad boy, being put on a leash by his sister. (She wanted to be more than just a sister though...)
After the Lokai we went to Brunswick Bowling Alley to play DDR and some shooting game. Unfortunitly my feet started acting up so I couldn't play DDR or stand and watch them play the shooting game. Damn arches. After that we took Kevin home and than to work. Than we went to my house. Rob and I had actually warmed up a bit towards each other and were now able to hold hands and kiss. I was trying to convince him to get a hotel room that night though. It was hard cause he kept telling me that se meant so much more to him and was a sacred thing to do. Towards the end he finally warmed up to it and let me reserve a room. We went to Jeremy's house than so we could buy some alchol. Jeremy is 21 and was a close enough friend to trust with this task. Bought two 18 packs of beer too ^.^ As we were heading back to Jeremy's house Rob realized the time. He was suppose to go pick up his sister at work and of course I wasn't suppose to be in the car. I hid out at Jeremy's house while he left. Jeremy's cool though I missed him. He has a new gf too named Sophia. He loves her so much.. it's kinda cute. By the way.. saw Aeonflux.. sucked. Jeremy also gave me a bottle of hypnotic. Yay! (only a small sampler though so don't freak out) Rob finally came back and Jeremy drove us to Motel 6. I was suppose to pay for the room but Rob ran in and did it instead. I demanded that he NOT ask for our prom room. He thought it would be cool to get room 143, the room we stayed in after prom. I didn't want that though cause.. I dunno I hated prom night. (Mom had screwed that over on me) Luckily we got 153 instead. We only took one case of the beer because lets face it.. 2 people don't need that much beer. As soon as we got in we cracked open a few cans of beer. His sister called yet again and I decided to make a sex noise in the background to piss her off. Rob hung up right away too. I laughed but she started calling back every 2 seconds and leaving texts. I hated how he wouldn't tell her. Everyon's opinion seemed to matter to him more than his love for me. We weren't together though. I already knew I'd have to wait 3-4 years before I can be with him to prove I can be trusted. But still.. I don't want to be the mistress. He called her back after awhile to tell her it was Jeremy's g/f playing around. What made that night awsome was not the sex but the talking. We actually stayed up a lot of the night just talking. We talked about everything. It helped that I was relaxed because of the alchol, it made conversations go more smoothly. Normally some of those questions I'd bite my lip and give vague answers but that night we dove deep into everything we talked about. I think it's what brought Rob around to want to be with me again.
Thursday, Febuary 9, 2006-
We woke up really early and took a shower together. It felt really nice because it was so warm. It felt like old times again playing around in the shower. (No sex though.. that would interupt my fun) We got dressed and went down to IHOP for breakfast. My treat ^.^ After we went back and took a nap in the room till it was time to check-out. We grabbed a cab and went to Rob's house. There we unpacked the rest of the beer (did you really think we would drink the whole thing?) and walked to my Mom's house. We wanted to go to my Dad's house but for some reason Dad has decided to dislike Rob and refused to allow him in. So I just grabbed my dance pads, a few of my games, and left. I think he was just upset that I didn't stay over his house like I was suppose to and instead hung out with Rob. Well too bad the bitch is back from IRAQ!!! -_- Anyways... We hung out for a little bit before he left to go hang out with Megean. I got to play Beyond the Beyond for a bit and take a nap before I called up Dad to take me to Gamestop. There I bought Fatal Frame 3. It was going to be a present for Rob. We had played and beaten the first one together why not the third. Plus he had promised he was coming over that night to hang out with me so I needed to find something for us to do. He had asked me not to call but I had to tell him I wasn't going to be at home just in case he dropped in. Didn't matter though he didn't pick up. I sent him a text though and left it at that. I got home first though cause.. Rob's slow >.> He takes forever to do anything. Well he got in and we hung out for a bit. I got to eat before we went and plaed FF3. We fell asleep downstairs too. He got the couch and I slept on the love seat. I couldn't sleep all night though. I woke up and played Beyond until he woke up...
Friday, Febuary 10, 2006-
It's so hard remembering days that have passed >.< We borrowed his grandmothers car and went back to school. There was actually a Nazi at the main enterance though who told us we could only go in to get our yearbooks. <.< Like I was going to listen. After I got my year book I turned out the class door and headed straight to CADD. I didn't even think about it or worry about getting caught. It felt so normal just to do what I want. "Hey Jen! Where are you going?" Rob YELLED after me. -_- Damn him. I glared at him and kept walking, I think he got the hint and followed. As much as I would love to sit here and say this minor rebellious act wasn't new to a punk like me... truth is it wasn't and shocked the hell out of the real rebel, Rob. Actually I noticed that over times things have reversed. Here I was the one always trying to be cautious and think every plan through to EVER angle and I carelessly just went where I pleased that day. Rob who could care less about authority kept poking at me asking what I was doing and where I was going. After seeing Mr. Bell though he got into it no problem. Too bad he talks like a woman and took FOREVER with each teacher. We had a movie to catch damn it. We went to go see Final Destination 3. I felt horrible telling our old teachers we weren't still together. It felt wierd because I was even wearing his ring too. I had started wearing it since my interviews as good luck. After the movies we went to the mall where he bought Champions2 and some Metroid game for gamecube. After that we went driving back down to my house. We drove around for a bit. I wanted to take him out to eat but Megean began to call. He lied to her again saying he was alone in the car. I wanted to just jump out of the vehicle and feel the pain of my skin being torn off from the impact. Maybe that would feel better than my insides begining to eat themselves. They were planning his party for tonight. It figures that she hadn't even invited anyone yet. So it would have been her and Rob in a hotel room with alchol... sounds familiar >.> Well Rob went and started calling everyone to try to find people. I felt so sick. I now knew the feeling men get when they say its ok for their g/f to go hang out and drink with her male friends. Rob thought I didn't trust him or I thought he was going to get rapped but thats not what it was at all. Women grow fantasys and ever time you indulge them they fall deeper and deeper in love with you. They flirt beyond control and turn into animals. I didn't need to have this feeling of wanting to know if Megean was sucking on his neck while I lay crying in my bed. All cause I couldn't go.. I wasn't allowed. Rob and I had a large argument about the whole thing. He ended up breaking down in the car. I got so scared because I know he's had chest pains before and I didn't need him to totally freak out and stop breathing. It was a long argument of how I was tired of being hidden away because he was more worried about others opinion than what HE wanted in life. I was tired of him being electronically tied to his sister because of his cell phone. It disgusted me. In the end we decided that he would tell her that he's been talking to me (just talking and that we weren't getting back together... lies -_-) and that he wanted me to come along. She was resistant but ended up allowing it. Thank God Kevin decided to come along too. Kevin and I had been planning to get drunk since forever we just never could find out when, where, or how. I was so mad that Rob had to buy the room and his own alchol. Wasn't this his party? So why was he shelling out all the cash. That's like making the birthday boy buy all his own presents and the food for everyone else. I had fun that night though. I did get drunk, got to see Rob and Kevin strip as they wore female thongs, and I even got to talk to Antonio. (Antonio just came back from his FTX and will be graduating on the 16th. Congratulations Antonio!) Megean was a bit moody that night too. She sometimes would stare off into nothing and not say a word.. she was really snappy at times as well but we never fought. Rob hated what she was doing and got upset as well. They sat together on her bed talking for awhile. I was done seeing this and passed out on the other bed. I woke to Rob sleeping on the same bed as me. I looked around to see poor Kevin on the floor. I ripped off the comforter and brought it over to him along with a pillow. The rest of the night was a battle with Rob for the blankets.
Saturday, Febuary 11, 2006-
I woke with a lot of energy and started playing around. Only when I started stealing Rob's blankets did Megean decide it was time for us all to leave. I thought it was funny cause to me that's not flirting. That's me being an ass and stealing everyone's blankets. We dropped Kevin off and than Rob and I were dropped off at his house. When we got out Rob went around to get a hug from his sister. I wanted to fight her so bad. The look she gave him.. I wanted to just.. He stood there with his arms out waiting for her to get out of the car. She looked up at him like she would rather throw up than touch him. She seemed to think he had done something wrong and was expecting for him to realize it. She got out of the car and lazily gave him a one arm hug while looking at the ground. That bitch.. if only she knew how much Rob actually does care about her. So he can't date her.. get over it. He loves her as a friend so much as to call her sister and she can't accept that. Death you can have this PLEASE. Rob and I went upstairs and played an old game. When Rob and I first started to meet at his house we played a game in under the blankets. One of us would remove an article of clothing and say "I win". The other person would remove that and an additional piece and state "I win". Soon we ended up skin to skin lying in bed. The first time it happened he had to leave for work ruining his chances of lossing his virginity to me. This time his dad came home before we did anything sexual. I thought it was hilarious. We went to McDonalds after that and than to Mom's house to play Champions for a bit. We got to hang out with Andrea too. She came back from Boston and we went out to do some chores and than we went to the mall for a bit. Rob decided he wouldn't be his sisters valentine anymore because of what she did so I jumped on him. Thankfully he agreed. So we went to the mall and I bought him his valentines gift. Massage Lotion that warms when you blow on it ^.^ He's going to get a full blown out body massage. He bought something for me too but I don't know what it is. I also called up Wendy's and I'm schedualed for an orientation on Monday. I'm now a Wendy's employee. ^.^ After that we went to the Lokai for more food. Megean didn't call all day. I knew she thought Rob did something wrong. Not calling is a sign saying she's mad at him and expects him to be punished.. too bad we enjoyed the quite time. XP After we came back to my house and Andrea went home. I gave him a sample of his gift with a nice back massage. He had another party planned tonight but it fell through. That's ok I treated him to something better. ^.~ We took a nap afterward too. Mom came in and woke us up to let us know we could now use the livingroom. Paul had been over so Rob and I were banned. We went downstairs and played another chapter of FF3. Next is hour 4 ^.^ Than we went back up to sleep..
Sunday, Febuary 12, 2006-
It's today biznatch. I'll tell you about it when it happens. Off to church now!! |
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Wow, quite the week!
I hate that one person who always has to ruin everything. Hate it. you should punch her in the face.
Hopefully she'll start to realize when Rob doesn't seem to care that she isn't calling constantly, huh? >_>
Good job getting hired at Wendy's! ^^
From: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.6) wasido
2006-02-14 04:54 am (UTC)
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so i ended up fighting with her and now she doesn't bug us anymore. I hate how Rob is such a coward with females.
I went to Wendy's and got my uniforms today. I start tomorrow tooo!! I hope I don't mess up again >.> | |
